Some things I will never understand...

Like, people who abuse children, sexually and physically, how the hell does that happen? And to have the audacity to make them feel guilty about it? To make them keep it a secret because the abuser "feels bad", bastard! I hate you, I hate hate hate you, I can hardly think. I can't go into detail about this but how does that happen? Why? Why God? I know I am not supposed to ask that cliche question but I want to know. Who can look at a child and want to hurt them, to take advantage of them? Where is thier savior? Where is thier protector? Damn it you tell me! If you have any spare prayers could you pray for those kids? The abused ones. and maybe for me that I don't burn in my hatred forever, God forgive me for it and for my violent thoughts. I want to know how to help. Tell me what to do? AArrgggh!