Is it bad that I sit in my room watching Sex in the City, reading while watching, all day everyday. I feel like I'm nothing, like I'm lazy. But I can't really think of anything else to do. I pull myself away only to work out, get food, go to school or go to work. I've made myself go to yoga too. I miss a man who hadn't kissed me for weeks before we broke up.

I don't know who I am if I'm not working towards a life with a partner.