Dr. Jeckyl...

I had a wierd experience Monday. I went to the doctors office for a check up, the first in a long time since I now have insurance (erm, I have had insurance for a year now, I just haven't used it!). As soon as the nurse took my blood pressure and stuck me in the office I felt panic rising in my chest. Wow, I consider myself pretty fearless in most situations. A doctors office holds minimal threat but for some reason my eyes started to well up and I sent Bren a text messege. He called me and as soon as I heard his voice the tears started flowing. By the time the doctor came in I was wiping my eyes (I was pretty embarrased but composed myself quickly). He asked me how I was doing, I said fine and we preceeded from there without a hitch. I don't know why.