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A friend of mine, a stunt guy at work, is also a personal trainer. It's like he can smell when I am getting down on myself for my weight and my fitness. He started emailing me a bunch of info on changing your body and workouts and food info and will talk to me endlessly about it. This man has a perfect physique... but fat kid syndrome. He was roly poly growing up and he has used himself as research and compiled a bunch of knowledge and just wants it to be available to everyone. He pretty much trains me for free. He sent me this email yesterday and... well, read it.
"First off I want to thank you for the wonderful text messages. It's my pleasure, good friends are hard to find in a world of hate and destruction.. Here's more knowledge to ponder, take these words to heart. Inhale them and exhale them, don't dwell on what you have passed. Take note of your past choices and don't let them beat you up. Life is just that living, God put humans on earth to do what? If you're having a hard time with excepting a creator, chance brought us here to do what? Live, and populate the earth. It's simple... almost too simple really... Don't let the evil of some men or women extinguish the light you have inside you. They're only jealous as to why you see life as good and they can't enjoy what they have. Like the other day when you did your dance in front of the guys dressing room. I was feeling a down then because of my hives, I couldn't help but smile when I saw how joyous you were. I didn't want the cast to be grossed out by my condition. You made me feel accepted, I was able to do my show without feeling like an out cast."
oh, btw, often when I walk by the boys dressing room I will do a little dance of giddyness. It usually invokes a little laughter sometimes one of the fellas will come out and dance with me. It's completely ridiculous and silly and I don't even realize I'm doing it most of the time. It's neat to know that little things like that mean something... have a purpose even. I didn't know Jaye had broken out in hives. After my dance he looked at me and came out to hug me but stopped and said "I don't want to gross you out, I have hives" I giggled and started rubbing on him like a cat. I exclaimed that maybe he was allergic to me.. oh no! I had no idea he was feeling so self conscious. Funny huh?
"First off I want to thank you for the wonderful text messages. It's my pleasure, good friends are hard to find in a world of hate and destruction.. Here's more knowledge to ponder, take these words to heart. Inhale them and exhale them, don't dwell on what you have passed. Take note of your past choices and don't let them beat you up. Life is just that living, God put humans on earth to do what? If you're having a hard time with excepting a creator, chance brought us here to do what? Live, and populate the earth. It's simple... almost too simple really... Don't let the evil of some men or women extinguish the light you have inside you. They're only jealous as to why you see life as good and they can't enjoy what they have. Like the other day when you did your dance in front of the guys dressing room. I was feeling a down then because of my hives, I couldn't help but smile when I saw how joyous you were. I didn't want the cast to be grossed out by my condition. You made me feel accepted, I was able to do my show without feeling like an out cast."
oh, btw, often when I walk by the boys dressing room I will do a little dance of giddyness. It usually invokes a little laughter sometimes one of the fellas will come out and dance with me. It's completely ridiculous and silly and I don't even realize I'm doing it most of the time. It's neat to know that little things like that mean something... have a purpose even. I didn't know Jaye had broken out in hives. After my dance he looked at me and came out to hug me but stopped and said "I don't want to gross you out, I have hives" I giggled and started rubbing on him like a cat. I exclaimed that maybe he was allergic to me.. oh no! I had no idea he was feeling so self conscious. Funny huh?
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