Getaway

I want to get away for a while...my body, my mind wants a vacation. I feel like a bull in a china shop. I am struggling to figure things out but I am breaking things in the process, friendships, beliefs, opportunities because of my lack of perspective. So my initial, childish desire is to go away for a while. Perhaps there is something to our first responses, our childhood default. While, as an adult, I can't run away until I figure life out, I can get away for a while. So I am trying to plan some travel into my schedule, my crazy schedule. My roomie has invited everyone to Rosarito next week to stay in her condo and I so I am going Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday if I can...a couple of days that will just be she and I, on the beach, by the pool. aaahhhh....I hope. Vacation...I wonder what that looks like.