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I feel myself holding back,
like I'm a step away, from heart attack.

One step forward, two steps back
and I'm so far down, that I lost track.

Looking for something good,
I did all the things I thought I "should".

I wanted to be set free,
I wanted to find a way,
Won't you come, find me
Why can't we start today?

I know that you're lonely too
and nothing fits, no matter what you do

Cannot the lonely find
Something sweet, some peace of mind?

Come over and pull me out
and we could rend, ourselves of doubt

But you're busy wallowing,
and I'm busy suffering.

I wanted to be set free.
I wanted to find a way.
Won't you come find me
Why can't we start today?