Subconcious Longings....

I got my first facial at the salon on Tuesday(I am a spokesmodel for a salon..it's a barter system, I promote and work events they give me free stuff facials, waxing and anything I want to have done to my hair! good gig right?). My skin sucks and the esthetician suggested I drink chammomile tea instead of my standard 4 cups of coffee a day. She said not only is it healthier but it would help me relax...geee...during the 2.5 hour session where I was wrapped in sheets like a mummy with soft music and candles my body twitched and my fists kept clenching. I have issues with relaxation. SOOOOO, today after my first cup.5 of joe I switched to chammomile tea. I dropped the tea bag in the mug w/ some equal and then proceeded to fill my mug with..no not hot water like I meant to, I stuck the mug under the coffee spigot and filled it up. I'm a dork.