"Anger" or "15 Paragraphs to say Fuck YOU!"

Fuck you and your stupid lies
and your judgement
when I asked you why

I shouldn't be mistrustful
and I shouldn't need to go
but look at how you left me
and by God you should know,

that I hate you and everything
you think that you stand for
I hate self righteous empathy
and the way you held my doors.

I hate each tender touch of yours
the whole sordid affair
I hate that I trusted you
just look what happened there.

Fuck you and your boyish smile
fuck your stupid hat
fuck your dreams and hopefullness
its all a bunch of crap.

Fuck your stupid sentiments
your mom? fuck her too
because if she weren't related
we know that's what YOU'D do.

You're stupid and you're juvinile
you took all I had left
and asked me to believe you,
rest my head against your chest.

But you are just like the rest
you're ____, it holds the key
to everything you'll ever think
about life, love and obviously me.

So spare me now apologies
I'll have no more of your lies
your face it makes me burn with rage
memories make me cry.

Stay far away, I need to heal
I've said all that before
you disregarded, said you'd help
yet checked your heart at the door.

Admit to yourself as I have
that I was nothing more
than conquest of the evening
loser, fool and whore

It might just make it easier
to walk the other way
mumble "ces't la vie"
and start the next new day.

I know with anger pulsing fast
through my previously weary veins
I'm armed for the future.
I finally grabbed the reigns.

what used to be so open
now is nailed tight, shut
"beware of dog" the sign reads
and I'm the crazy mutt.

I'll bite you if you come too close
I promise you we're through
and if you try to beg me
I'll dismiss you...
Fuck You.