Excerpts...

I have been too busy and too distracted to sit down and write like I should. I've had revelations, amazing explosions of consciousness and crappy crappy bad dreams and ideas. And I know I should be documenting all this - writing and preserving for future study. But I'm too busy doing it. So instead I keep little snippets here and there on my itouch notepad and my journal (though, funny story, I bought a new journal, got a week or so in and watch it plummet into the toilet at the yoga studio. guess those "revelations" weren't meant to be remembered, tee hee!"

So here are some of my journaling excerpts:

I see every reason to believe upon waking in the morning that today is the day I could fall in love, get an amazing job offer, witness a miracle...

I see the universe like a full candy dish being tipped over and all I have to do is to cup my hands and receive whatever I fancy...

It's so nice to know cessation from heartbreak for I never have before. and I don't mean heartbreak because of a boy. I mean freedom from heartbreak I've known as long as I can remember. I don't know if that makes sense to you, but to me, I know. I can actually function not from rebound or need but from excitement about what I know could be - to me this is FREEDOM...

and I know that this is where my story begins. whatever I may have thought before was preliminary... this space, this freedom, is my beginning...

and in my world, in this version of it, all sentences seem to end in ellipses... :)