"Just once, just once, just once before I'm old...

...I'd like to be not evil but a little worldly wise..."

No, I actually think I'd like to be evil...just a little bit. I'd like the opportunity to say mean things and cut someone down. I should feel ashamed of this. But I don't really. I won't ever do it. But the anger and hurt bubble out of me and I just want to force someone to see me as human, with needs and wounds and WORTH. Not someone, someone male. All the women in the world could love me and sadly enough the man-wound still bleeds. ha, that's funny, I could call it a manhole! I'm like New York City baby, every few feet you find another...manhole :)