Rain on Me

I don't know what it is about the rain, but every since I was little I have felt the rain and I have a connection. It's not like it just makes me happy, or that its pretty. My faith has gone through so many phases that, as you know, I'm just a little agnostic now...but when it rains I feel like God, whoever he is, knows me. The sky clouds over and each little drop that hits my face burns a little bit, my skin prickles and I have a deep ache in my gut. I want to lie down on the ground and just feel it hit me. You know the feeling you get, the first time you fall in love and you look across at your partner and know, KNOW they know and love all the dark and light parts of you and you adore them inside out. Its beautiful and it hurts a little bit. That is what I feel when it rains.